I have never done anything like this before. I mean I have never blogged anything. I was sitting on my bed just thinking about my life and I got so sad for a moment because I sort of realized that I really don't have anyone that I can just spill all my emotions out to and really be true to myself with. I thought what better way to get my emotions out than to blog about them. I'm sure no one will read this but I think it will make me feel a lot better. I have quite a bit of stuff that has been eating away at me for a very long time and I'm hopping that I can get all of that out on this blog.